Go away unnecessary fats

In my weight loss journey, the humps and bumps are inevitable. Though I noticed that my setbacks are greater than my success. I came to Saudi Arabia at 54 kg, 3 months later, I gained 3 kilos and then some. After a couple of months, I got to 63 kg. Something I am not proud of. That day was my wakeup call. I started exercising, eating less, eating better. And then, I lose 2 kgs. 61 kg now and I can't seem to lose anymore. It's 60 kg, then 61, then 59 then bounce back to 51. It's already a struglle to begin with, what now with all these figures?

Now, I am at 61 kg. To get to normal BMI, I need to lose 7 kgs.

I know how to do it, I just need a motivation..

And I realized I am going home a month from now..

SO I CANNOT GO HOME LOOKING LIKE I ATE ALL THE CAMELS IN THE KINGDOM.

I will make ^^^^^^^^ my mantra!

Reminder to myself:

Fats, you will die.


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Sheerio

Guess who has been watching Ed Sheeran for like 4 hours straight now?? Guilty. 

I didn't understand why my sister is such a huge fan until recently, when I started to really listen to him. 

He is magic. 

This day, I am officially a Sheerio.

NEVER EVER AGAIN

Everyone gets to have their dumbest moment ever and I just had mine yesterday. That was just completely embarassing and I don't know how to move forward. I have been thinking about it every waking second of my life. I couldn't find strength to forgive myself for what happened yesterday. Seriously, guys, I couldn't even say it here. That was how uncomfortable and mortifying yesterday's dumbest event was. O____O I can't even..

You know that feeling of wanting to just get lost for a while? Just eveaporate?

YEAH.

Out of It

I am embarrassed to be caught looking, no, the right word is staring. There, I said it. But it feels worse now that it's out there. @@ Yesterday's shift felt tense, weird and unorganized. I am glad I have this day off. Give me a chance to clear myself and hopefully learn to lower my gaze.

Ya Rabb, forgive me.

How I Met Your Mother Farewell

A moment of silence please for my favorite show of all time T___T 

*sigh* 

Barney, Ted, Robin, Marshall and Lily.. the entire MacLaren's gang will be airing it's final episode tonight and I can't stop feeling sad.

I guess all good things really come to an end..

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#100happydays

Assalamualaikum :)

Currently on day 5 of doing this challenge. And all I can say is that it's actually helping me to find my little bubble of happiness every single day in spite of all the new things happening around me. Being a nurse, it can get really stressful at work (my admission yesterday was so chaotic) but the challenge has given me a reason to be more optimistic.

Try it, guys! It does make that smile turn into a frown♥

OFW Sheidydiaries: Noob

Assalamualaikum!

I am now far from my hometown, in a vast modernized desert. The flight went easy and smooth, alhamdulillah. I've been here for 5 days now and honestly, still in a bit of a culture shock. But in shaa Allah, I will be able to adjust well. =) 

I am currently staying with 6 other nurse in one huge flat but since my cousin is also here, I wish our request to become roomies will be granted. ;)

Everything feels strange. Being in a foreign land indeed is a challenge. But this is Saudi Arabia. For a Muslim like me, this is a huge  privilege. I am indeed looking forward to umrah and hajj opportunities, in shaa Allah. For now though, please keep me in your prayers. My batchmates and I are under a 3-month probationary period so I will be needing your duuas to be able to face every challenge with confidence, wisdom, wit and presence of mind.

May Allah grant all our halal desires. Ameen.

That's gonna be it for now. More later in shaa Allah.