Monday, April 21, 2014


Everyone gets to have their dumbest moment ever and I just had mine yesterday. That was just completely embarassing and I don't know how to move forward. I have been thinking about it every waking second of my life. I couldn't find strength to forgive myself for what happened yesterday. Seriously, guys, I couldn't even say it here. That was how uncomfortable and mortifying yesterday's dumbest event was. O____O I can't even..

You know that feeling of wanting to just get lost for a while? Just eveaporate?


Sunday, April 6, 2014

Out of It

I am embarrassed to be caught looking, no, the right word is staring. There, I said it. But it feels worse now that it's out there. @@ Yesterday's shift felt tense, weird and unorganized. I am glad I have this day off. Give me a chance to clear myself and hopefully learn to lower my gaze.

Ya Rabb, forgive me.