I have the tendency to make excuses for other people. I guess that's my way of coping with an undesirable situation, turn it to something understandable. Bearable.
For the past few years, I have been trying my best to understand, came up with excuses after excuses for a close relative. I got none now. I feel like maybe she's just intentionally insensitive. Top it with me being very sensitive, so with every remark she makes, it stings. It could also be that she thinks I am still a teenager with all the rage and hormones that she has deduced me to being just that (see?, another excuse).
Well, it is true that I cannot please everybody, no one can. But I also think that sometimes people have decided not to give a second chance.
And that is beyond unfair.
May Allah SWT make it easy for me to understand. May He help me rid of anger over this matter. Ameen.
Assalamualaikum.
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